ARGH ARGH ARGH! women and their periods!
THIS IS WHAT I HATE ABOUT BEING A WOMAN. MOOD SWINGS MOOD SWINGS, can I control it? I don't even realise when I'm having mood swings so how can I control it?! I've been throwing everyone away! ): I just feel like being alone..but at the same time, I want someone to talk to! I've met a lot of great people the past few days, discovered more about the people I already knew and faced many challenges from my all-time time consumer - dance. I went to church today, it was amazing! I felt like crying....the pastor really knows what he was talking about and I guess I'll just call her the healer...(:
She prayed for me, and she knew EXACTLY what was going on in my life. like...so accurate to the extent where I was nearly in tears (I've spoken to others that has experienced that feeling) it was fascinating, and I just love the great vibe within the church. I've decided to accept God into my life..well still trying.
Pretty ironic actually, because I said that I wanted someone to talk to (- but I just don't know who) and I'm talking about God where he/she can come into my heart when I can be talking to God! ahaha..yeahh
But Blogger!/God, I'M THROWING EVERYONE AWAY D; - like I'm being so mean to everyone, I don't want to talk to them and I feel like they're not worth talking to ...? (cos God is the one that's worth talking to) hahaha, D;; I even said something mean to someone a few secs ago..farout they got pissed at me ):)
....Sighh..Pls guide me to become a better person and understand others more.
Annd..I really don't like my jealousy side of me to come out during dance.
Love Ann.
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