Another round of vodka please.
This computer device is my drug.
My escape of reality.
I bury my burdens and suffering in this little notebook; the cyber world.
Afraid to attempt or question the odds
Find myself pondering about what I see
Compare and contrast- what are other siblings like?
How do they act towards each other? Why are they so close?
They approach.
My guts sink. My confidence lowers
Don't have the ability to talk
No sign of intelligence but denial
They don't understand me...
No, I don't understand them.
Monday, December 22, 2014
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Identity?
"Picture yourself torn between two worlds. In a frustrating battle.
Who you are - and who you want to be."
I love myself. Idk what other words can describe this insane affection.
Harharharharharh....
Not. Another year of awful thoughts with awful memories and awful negativity. ):x
Who you are - and who you want to be."
I love myself. Idk what other words can describe this insane affection.
Harharharharharh....
Not. Another year of awful thoughts with awful memories and awful negativity. ):x
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
She.
She views the world with such honour and pride.
She skims through the crowd and criticize,
picking at each one then looking at herself.
Her arms embraces the fantasies in her head.
Her smile is like the sweet sun pouring on a land of tanned bodies ...trying too hard
-no, it burns.
But they don't know her..
She is complicated and unpredictable.
She hates you,
She loves you
Hypocrite.
Music is her passion.
The world sees and offers her so many great things.
She can blow away Albert Einstein with her wildest imaginations.
Burden.
Suffer.
Comes.
she says "do your own thing" as wise as she is -
Her dreams fade away.
But she doesn't give up
mentally
She skims through the crowd and criticize,
picking at each one then looking at herself.
Her arms embraces the fantasies in her head.
Her smile is like the sweet sun pouring on a land of tanned bodies ...trying too hard
-no, it burns.
But they don't know her..
She is complicated and unpredictable.
She hates you,
She loves you
Hypocrite.
Music is her passion.
The world sees and offers her so many great things.
She can blow away Albert Einstein with her wildest imaginations.
Burden.
Suffer.
Comes.
she says "do your own thing" as wise as she is -
Her dreams fade away.
But she doesn't give up
mentally
Monday, December 31, 2012
ANOTHER NEW YEARS.
ELLO, WE'RE ONE DIRECTION..
NAH AHAH
NEW YEARS AGAIN AND I GUESS IT'S TIME TO WRITE ANOTHER NEW YRS RESOLUTION!! :) WOOHOO, i loved this year.
Loved moving schools, loved all the new friends made, loved all the things I've experienced (:...except for the ones that wasted my time ahah
I love my friends, family, God, creators, people, everything else
This year has been cray cray but let's get on wit itt.
Here are my new year resolutions (:
This is what I want to achieve this year, I have achieved greatly last yr (2012) soo these are the goals I am giving to myself (: - I shall become a strong independent woman.
I will train and become a great dancer
I will not run away from my fears or create a mask for myself
I will NOT be easily persuaded/controlled by my emotions (MOODSWINGS NOO)
I forbid any romantic, badly influenced emotions to interfere with my tasks, duties and assignments.
I must contain my own identity at all costs. ahahahah (: heheho i sound like some important contract
One successful thing in life is to forget and forgive <3 br="br">
NAH AHAH
NEW YEARS AGAIN AND I GUESS IT'S TIME TO WRITE ANOTHER NEW YRS RESOLUTION!! :) WOOHOO, i loved this year.
Loved moving schools, loved all the new friends made, loved all the things I've experienced (:...except for the ones that wasted my time ahah
I love my friends, family, God, creators, people, everything else
This year has been cray cray but let's get on wit itt.
 |
| LG!!! (: |
Here are my new year resolutions (:
This is what I want to achieve this year, I have achieved greatly last yr (2012) soo these are the goals I am giving to myself (: - I shall become a strong independent woman.
I will train and become a great dancer
I will not run away from my fears or create a mask for myself
I will NOT be easily persuaded/controlled by my emotions (MOODSWINGS NOO)
I forbid any romantic, badly influenced emotions to interfere with my tasks, duties and assignments.
I must contain my own identity at all costs. ahahahah (: heheho i sound like some important contract
One successful thing in life is to forget and forgive <3 br="br">
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Dear Diary
Dear Diary,
I am such a loser. Getting my hopes up for one little thing..I'm awful
Why am I always easily persuaded by my emotions - If something bad happens, my whole heart will come tumbling down....................grrrr
hate meshelf haha
I am such a loser. Getting my hopes up for one little thing..I'm awful
Why am I always easily persuaded by my emotions - If something bad happens, my whole heart will come tumbling down....................grrrr
hate meshelf haha
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
personal blogging #1
Since I'm a pretty..passionate and loving person hehe
Nah, ok since I'm very passionate about my the things I love, my affection for it can extend to miles but my letting go can only go so far. Therefore words of encouragement gives me the power to motivate myself to do anything I can and think I am able to do. (: I love words of encouragement ....but often makes me seem like a pretty selfless person D;. I tell you ladies and gentlemen, keep giving words of encouragement to your feellow friends, it could change his/her lives (:
For more details and to obtain a how-to guide DVD
Order now on 080-
lolol im so weird.
Nah, ok since I'm very passionate about my the things I love, my affection for it can extend to miles but my letting go can only go so far. Therefore words of encouragement gives me the power to motivate myself to do anything I can and think I am able to do. (: I love words of encouragement ....but often makes me seem like a pretty selfless person D;. I tell you ladies and gentlemen, keep giving words of encouragement to your feellow friends, it could change his/her lives (:
For more details and to obtain a how-to guide DVD
Order now on 080-
lolol im so weird.
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Learn to balance life?
I've been trying to balance my life lately
another fun fact about me: I can't balance life..
I'm not one of those people who can have a million tasks coming at their way and they're still alive with everything done on the deadline.
Although I wish to be one of those people, but I have learnt that I can only consistently work on a particular activity for a small amount of time cos' you know it.. academics come first - especially when I'm coming from an asian background
Jk,
everything is about me and if I don't control how I work and keep my life balanced then it will just damage me and my future..not my parents
Hoping that I will...I shall committt myself in studies and
another fun fact about me: I can't balance life..
I'm not one of those people who can have a million tasks coming at their way and they're still alive with everything done on the deadline.
Although I wish to be one of those people, but I have learnt that I can only consistently work on a particular activity for a small amount of time cos' you know it.. academics come first - especially when I'm coming from an asian background
Jk,
everything is about me and if I don't control how I work and keep my life balanced then it will just damage me and my future..not my parents
Hoping that I will...I shall committt myself in studies and
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