Thursday, March 22, 2012

Warmth.

This was a msg I wrote in the beginning of the month - a miraaaclee.

Monday 05/3/12

Dear Blogger, (I wrote this on a piece of paper before when I didn't have internet) something quite special happened today. Yoson An, yes my brother had a chat with me about my tone of voice that I usually use towards people when I get annoyed. For me, I think this is the first time in centuries that our bond together actually 'sparked.' (well I reckon it did..for me anyways). Conversation started with the usual grown-up speech about respecting each other. My first thoughts were 'ooh NOT AGAIN T_T'. Because usually when these chats happen it doesn't turn out very well. When he sat me down; for sure the tone of his voice and the relaxation in his eyes prevented me from getting annoyed, but I was only going to get annoyed because of the awkwardness that started to rise in the conversation of having a 'grown-up' chat. It was pretty obvious that he was trying to maintain his anger during the convo because I was trying to get away from the convo haha. Conversation ended with "aw, give me a hug". Because I made a deal/agreed with what he said. And as an annoying sister who thinks she has a terrible bond with her sibling  - I rejected the hug.
But when I rejected it, it didn't feel weird/awkward or 'I can't believe he said that.'
I walked away with a smile on my face and somehow glad we had this kind of convo.
:)

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